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मेरो पहिलो माया

Verse 1
कहिले काँही हाँसो बाहिर आउँछ
तर मुटु भित्र आगो बल्छ
तिमी आएर हाँसि दियौ
र सब ठीक छ जस्तो लाग्छ

Pre-Chorus
सपना जस्तै तिमी मेरो नजिक
सारा दुनियाँ थमिएको जस्तो लाग्छ
हात समाउने साहस छैन
तर मुटु तिमीमा अडिएको छ

Chorus
म जिउँदै छु
तिमी मेरो मुटुमा
म माथि उठ्छु
तिमी हुँदा मेरो साथमा

Verse 2
तिमी सुत्दा म हाँस्छु चुपचाप
साँच्चै, तिमी मेरो गीत हौ
साना कुरा पनि ठूलो लाग्छ
तिमी मेरो मुटुमा
मेरो पहिलो माया

Pre-Chorus
सपना जस्तै तिमी मेरो नजिक
सारा दुनियाँ थमिएको जस्तो लाग्छ
हात समाउने साहस छैन
तर मुटु तिमीमा अडिएको छ

Chorus (repeat)
म जिउँदै छु
तिमी मेरो मुटुमा
म माथि उठ्छु
तिमी हुँदा मेरो साथमा

2001 – re-edit

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मेरो माया

Verse 1:
तिमीलाई देख्दा, मुटु धड्किन्छ
तर बोल्न सकिन्न, सब्दहरु हराउँछ

Chorus:
मेरो माया, मन भित्रै लुकेर
तिमीलाई भन्नै सकेनँ – 2
मायाको यो भाव, लुकाएरै बसे
सपना जस्तै, तिमीलाई हेर्छु म

Verse 2:
तिमी हाँस्दा समय रोकिए को जस्तो लाग्छ
तिम्रो छेउमा रहँदा – मन हल्का हुन्छ
तर एक शब्द पनि बोल्न डर लाग्छ
के थाहा, तिमी बुझ्यौ होला कि छैन

Chorus:
मेरो माया, मन भित्रै लुकेर
तिमीलाई भन्नै सकेनँ
मायाको यो भाव, लुकाएरै बसे
सपना जस्तै, तिमीलाई हेर्छु म

Bridge:
केहि पलको साहस भए
मेरो मनको कुरा तिमीलाई भन्न सक्थेँ
तर डरले थाम्छ, समय सधैं पछाडी छ
मेरो माया, बस मुटुमा मात्र छ

Chorus:
मेरो माया, मन भित्रै लुकेर
तिमीलाई भन्नै सकेनँ
मायाको यो भाव, लुकाएरै बसे
सपना जस्तै, तिमीलाई हेर्छु म

re-edit 2000 – 2001 written song

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ToyDoka – profile

So, here we go again.

I really tried to stop this time. After finally giving this “toybox” a proper domain toydoka.com, I thought maybe that would be enough—a small sense of closure. But somehow, I’ve found myself right back in it. Same loop, same energy… here we go again.

Over the past couple of days – yesterday and the day before – I’ve already poured more than two full days into this. The homepage is done, the core structure is in place, and the marketplace is up and running.

Right now, I’m working on the profile system and the profile edit features. It’s one of those parts that seems simple at first, but quickly turns into something deeper, because profiles aren’t just forms, they shape how people exist inside the platform.

There’s something strange but exciting about this phase. It’s messy, a bit chaotic, but also very alive. Even when I try to step away, I keep coming back to tweak, improve, and build just a little more.

Maybe that’s the nature of creating something from scratch. You don’t really “stop” you just pause, and then eventually return.

Anyway, if you’re curious, here’s where it’s at right now:
https://toydoka.com/me/officialstupid

Let’s see where this goes next.

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back to digitalocean.com 

Planning to go back to DigitalOcean. Tiny, super easy website builder + shopping cart starting at Rs 1 per day…

  • Easy-to-use website builder
  • Tiny shopping cart
  • Three.js
  • Multisite
  • Bla bla bla…

This is going to be mixed with dharan.city.

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ToyBox update!

Icon

back to toybox update

  • PWA and manifest.json
  • export as different size and transparent image
  • export presets code

https://officialstupid.com/toybox

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restore 2006 added photos

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reddit HTML expert tip!

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3d text

base on talk at r/threejs officialstupid.com/text/

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Toybox moved to https://officialstupid.com/toybox/

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After the new cannon game, I moved back again to the toy box I designed for my daughter. Hope she will use it someday in the future. 😄


https://officialstupid.com/toybox/

update:

export – preset code to use at https://htmx.officialstupid.com/Cannon/

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space cat 100% vibe coding to …

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Space Cat – Multiplayer, VS mode, Rank.

https://space-cat.officialstupid.com

😀 No more vibe coding. Started enjoying it after a few successes, like the VS connection. Redesigning everything that useless crap AI made, PWA, Audio, better UI and lots of UX redesign, accessibility and added lots of logic.

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TODO
– Anti-cheating for VS (need to work on it).
– Rs 10 auto load logic. free recharge win Rs 100

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really??? carbonmade

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